So I have worked some things out with my emotions. I have realized that sometimes things dont work out right away and its best to just keep trying and pushing.
I have decided to come up with a backup plan if something doesnt help, thanks to my husband who suggested it and help me decide. I am feeling a lot better and even painted a picture to help keep the stress away. its really bad, but im working through it.
I think im going to try to post a speed painting a week..if time allows me too.
I think over turkey break i will finish pg 4, its inked it just needs to be colored.
wish me luck guys on all of this!
I will start responding to notes today and tomorrow!